I want to comfort the world

I want to comfort the world,  but the world does not accept me.  It does not want the gentle warnings of a mother,  who can then comfort you...

Tuesday, February 20, 2024

Alexithymia (Revision)

A Golden shovel from other-worldly's definition

(n.) the inability to express your feelings


I never knew there was a word for all the the’s


They call it alexithymia.


I never thought I could say the inability 

came from the pits of my stomach, depths of my heart to be and to say


is something harder than it looks, 

but it is the look in your


eyes that make my 

trembling blabbering seduction method less embarrassing, 


these feeling feelings


Has been nothing but unknown territory for me, 


say I love you was to bow down on one knee and bestow upon you 

every poem I ever wrote you, to express


but Hey sometimes plans change and all I can think about now is my own silence 

and how it is like pushing up against herself to not try something tremblingly new…again


but at least I have you.


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