Fighting against a used to be

Haha you think I'm playing when you see me this weak you had nothing to do with it. You did not cause this at all when you see me like this this weak it is because I have been fighting up feel constantly in the pebble that I keep pushing has picked up gravel and debris becoming bigger and heavier but my body is still in my body and my strength is still mine and yet these pebbles is no longer a pebble when you see me this weak it is because that motherload of a used to be Pebble has rolled back on me and has crushed me a couple times and I am weak. This used to be Pebble laughs at me it used to be human woman because it thought it's one and yet I get back up again.