Looking at you without Looking at you

I can look at you and it does not hurt anymore. I can look at you and my mind doesn't turn to a VCR full of replays on a tape. I can look at you and smile; the same smile almost as before and not want to come back to reality. I can look at you,you and it does not hurt anymore, because when I look at you, you're no longer the person that hurt me anymore. I had to look past that as you look at you. Cause if I didn't, if I didn't turn you into a different person when it would still hurt.