My definition of everyday words gets rewritten and revised to acclimate it to my current understanding of the word to mean.
Love; just two years ago long before I stepped foot into your life, before the pain and heartaches, before the experiences that lead me to it all; mean that I'd do anything for someone, get smacked in the face, and return to them with the loyalty of a golden retriever or a labrador.
Love means keeping my mouth shut till my love wants a kiss that involves tongue or wants conversation where I'd only occasionally get the chance to say "yeah" "I understand," or " no problem." in.
I soon had to find out that love can only take, but so much disrespect, can only get smacked in the face or considered an afterthought for so long.
Love can only be the second choice till all the first choices run out.
Love now; has deemed itself the author of the dictionary that you are trying to read now.
Please understand that this addition might not have the words 'you & I' as a pair anymore.
A relationship is defined as what's earned between two people.
Me... Me is defined as the only one who hasn't left, the one who... picked up the mess that everyone seems to leave behind, the one who's always there but comes home to the empty side of her bed and looks at her like a sad cat "Why didn't you give me attention?"
Love; two years ago would have asked what more could it have done for someone to stay. Would have asked for way more than a second chance which is more than is normally deserved, but now it'll tell you it felt the sting of you leaving as soon as they said hi.
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