My heart's gulp over sips of Love

My heart's pist, telling you I love you supposed to be the perfect fix.

Yet, now
My speechlessness seems to be another dead end.
So now my heart has to fend for itself
or learn to bend to your will.

Ya, see,
love & I
never seemed
to be on the same page.
But nowadays since you sloped the cracks I can't wait to see the
better days.
When ya get in one knee &
tell little old me
exactly how ya really feel.
So my burdened
anxiety
can step my heart from hardenin'.

See you make me wanna
harmonize
make my mouth sync up &
tell you,
What my heart wants ta declare.
Yet,
to do that
I'm gonna have to synchronize and my 

My heart, mind and soul alike might have ta prepare.

You got those bunnies stuck in my head,

Yet, but these part ain't fucking funny

when my heart's that bunny and

it's hoping,

skip,

skipping beats

cause at ties it's like

you're sending out a battalion

not considering

You're outnumbering my fleets.

Heart's got, soldiers

ready to protect,

yet

when you're around all hands on deck loses composure.

Dude, I get it

a shotgun like heartbreak, 

I read it.

Yet,

dude forgets it.

cause you came around

You freed me and I had to get formated.

I used to not believe in love, used to view it as pity.

All these little cliches full of people who's

mind and soul never really clicked. 

Never. checked into reality 

cause some know far too well that

heartbreak ain't fucking pretty.

I'm laying' on my bed,

the bed that allowed,

me to rest my head

each time felt weak.

But every time

I came to that conclusion

life started to seem a little bleak.

Cause I was afraid to be me 

and let my heart leak like the faucet structure

my heart is.

Never really restocking

my heart's overwhelming ability

to see

who I see

yet

feel what eyes can't seem to believe.

Before you.

It was just me and the monsters under my bed.

The daily feelings 

of those self-conscience villains

keeping me awake.

No kudos to you 

for being one of a few.

A dime of a dozen

that doesn't keep me fussing'.

No, you put my worrying to rest.

Now I'm just hoping

this love you're making me feel ain't just a test.

God knows

that I pray

for what's best in my life.

Yet,

every time thing gets hard, like a lucky ladybug charm

you heal the haters hatting wounds

straight from their knife making me wanna sit still to be your wife.

Sit still and listen

when I'm talking to ya

the school now in session.

Cause Cupid's

out on the loose,

but

love ain't gonna make me 

out to be stupid.

As I'm writing this the ink turns to blood. 

Flown from the top of the bruises

love from the past has included 

like a buy one get one.

Yet, 

in must of the case

I didn't ask for the one in the first place 

so why am I forced to pay?

The words I'm written 

are out there slain'

doing my heats dirt work,

but for me not telling you this ain't work.

For me this is it

cause if you 'No"

all the words

I'm still gonna have left to 

say ain't gonna fit,

bro, I gonna

have to make 'em fit. 

Cause my heart

Can no longer

continue to take a hint if the hints that you're hitting at like a baseball ain't

permanent.

How will I survive this?