She smiles when it pains her to move the muscles needed to do so

She smiles when it pains her to move the muscles needed to do so:

Get in line, a single file line;

One foot in front of the other -

do not complain.

She smiles when it pains her to move the muscles needed to do so:

Do as I say, not as I do.

She smiles when it pains her to move the muscles needed to do so:

Listen to the rhythm of my boots, listen to the sound of my voice & how it can crumble walls ... 

with vigure when it vibrates loud enough.

She smiles when it pains her to move the muscles needed to do so:

You know it literally hurts when I smile.

Do you care?

She smiles when it pains her to move the muscles needed to do so:

Sometimes I wonder if you follow me just because I am technically the one in charge.

We do this all for the appearance - 

to keep it up, so we don't become the unapproachable Black Girl.

She smiles when it pains her to move the muscles needed to do so:

most people tell me to smile, they're not smiling themselves,

I'm not a believer who thinks smiling could be contagious.

She smiles when it pains her to move the muscles needed to do so:

They say that the eyes are the gateway to the soul. What gateway does a smile lead to?

She smiles when it pains her to move the muscles needed to do so:

When I smile, I find myself wondering what the point is? 

My gap is still there & I'm sure no one will find that hole dug in the middle of nowhere, 

fall in it if I don't look, a gap in my mouth, cute.

She smiles when it pains her to move the muscles needed to do so:

sometimes when I smile, I forget how to breathe.