I want to comfort the world

I want to comfort the world,  but the world does not accept me.  It does not want the gentle warnings of a mother,  who can then comfort you...

Wednesday, October 18, 2023

Separation Anxiety Driven Realization [Unredacted]

The Fog hasn’t even

settled on the last 

conversation we had, but

yet my eyes had

already dried of tears

but I still want 

to hear your voice.


The only problem is

that I’ve fallen head

                       heels

for you, but you’ve

convinced me I’m wearing 

sneakers in a game 

of chase to

hunt you.


Easier to catch you

with my dear.


I will run as 

fast as I can

to catch you, but 

at the end of the day how

can I catch you if


I can barely catch

my breath, I guess

that the cat & mouse gig

applies to love and but

I didn’t catch a 

a glimpse of the description

of the part that I’m supposed to play;

supposed to play, what sounds like a job!

What certified me for this potion?


What role am I,

because if you said pray &

I am the mouse

cause you would have 

fooled me unless you’re

cheese with legs.  


So even in the 

deeper metrpho metaphorical

sense I’m

still chasing after you

so this mind

as well be

a genderswapped telling of Cinderella,

but nothing I do

can stop you from

running away from me

at the chime of noon.


I say that I refuse to chase you,

but I am an anxious

hopeless romantic & I’m used

___to being the princess.___

The one needed saving

but  only you don’t need

saved, you only need 

the princess to admit  voice

that without you, she

did not have a 

pivotal role in the 

storyline of the fairytale.


AND I am not a princess. AND

I’m the one who’ll

fall

in

love

write a poem about

writing a poem about you

hoping you’ll find me 

through the words

of the poem;


the words of the poem created a poem that was

meant for you. Then

Maybe I can accept the fact  I can’t say

I love you, but

I can fight for you

write it down; type it out on page

until you read it

until you feel it.


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