Isn't it coincidental

 Isn't it coincidental 

how I decide to wait

how my heart & mind 

has been the ice 

keeping me frozen in time.

Isn't coincidental how 

the silence continues, but

when the opportunity of me 

breaking it arises 

I can not break free, 

no, I still stay frozen in time, 

not being able to break the tension that wraps around my body, 

making me unable able to say 

what I need to,

to break this curse of your echoing voice

to alleviate any unused space in my brain,

to unclutter my heart 

from the litter 

you tend to leave 

everywhere you once were 

like breadcrumbs 

however, every time I try to follow the paths you leave 

I always end up lost

somewhere I shouldn't

willing to do stuff,

say stuff &

go elsewhere I shouldn't, but

you never cared

where that'll lead me

you never cared 

about the repercussions

I'll later have to live with

after following your lead.

don't you think it's coincidental how all this love that's 

going on in the month of February,

all this time that's been going on between us,

a constant battle 

of will they won't they

of speak don't speak, but yet

I'm still not convinced 

that love really does conquer all

that despite us meeting 

we still really haven't met yet, but

yes, I love you.

a complete stranger 

that I can easily pick up 

where we left off

during every love at 

first sight glance