Testament To My Love

I’ve tried to overlook it, 

Is just an Inevitable,

the situation when the mask is finally removed,

when the pain I’ve kept bottled up is exposed.

time is ticking,

The mask is almost completely removed,

you're to blame.

You’re as to why the mask has become a major part of my attire.

Before you, 

I only wore it occasionally,

taking it off and putting it back on when I please. 

When I needed to breathe and could no longer hide

I'd be able to escape,

Step from behind the closed doors that I’ve enclosed myself. 

Even with the mask on I feel more vulnerable than I have ever been and there not much more for me to use to cover myself up with 

cuz no matter what I do 

you'll still be able to peer into my soul, 

into my heart knowing is forever yours 

knowing what I so desperately need to keep hidden. 

It's only a matter of time 

when my heart shatters but won't be able to put itself back together again. 

My love,

when the mass is removed, 

when you hug me and hear my body splinter underneath

the weight of your arms, 

please pull me in closer, 

kiss me slower

arms are the glue that put me back together again. 

My love, 

when you look at me in the slightest teardrops from my eyes, 

pull me in remind me you're still there cuz one thing you don't know is I'll see you before me, 

but when I saw your present cuz far too many times all of my senses failed me,

drifting in the wind somewhere else beyond me, 

I will look into your eyes and get lost in the person that looks just like me within them 

when we finally say you love me hold me close, 

don't let me go cuz one day than mascot where we'll finally be removed and you'll make me whole again